In like a Lion, Out like a Lamb

SPRING HAS SPRUNG HERE!!!!!!

I cannot believe it. It is 73 degrees as I type this here in Anderson, SC. Earlier this week it was breezy and in the 50's. In just a few days it will be back to those temps before it warms again next weekend. I cannot wait until the temps stay stable. I'm ready to get back in the saddle for the Ride To Remember 2019. 

This year the old adage for March, "In like a Lion, Out like a Lamb" has been right on target as far as the weather is concerned. And for the dementia, I can say the same thing.

I mentioned in an earlier blog that I have now been put out of work on permanent disability. Frankly it stinks. I still wanted to work and tried my best to find a way, but by the first of this month is was becoming apparent that I was having trouble doing even the simplest things at work. Dementia was roaring at me, "I've got you now. I'll squash you like a bug." Truthfully I felt that it was faithfully carrying out its mission at the time. My job as an Analyst created a lot of stress and high pressure. I tried to find alternatives to my duties that I could do and still be a viable worker.

In the end my doctor and my bosses both agreed that the time had come.

Fast forward to now. I've been out of work for 2 weeks. My wife says I'm a different man. She says I am able to be more focused and a bit sharper. I will admit that I do feel a bit better too. I'm still a little bit bummed about not working now, but my focus has now turned into protecting what I have left of a brain and body. 

I'm like that lamb in the picture, I know the Lion is still there, but kinda chilling at the moment. I feel like I can lay my head down and rest for a minute, even if I'm still connected to the Lion. I know that connection will always be there unless a cure if found, but it isn't raging, trying to tear me down.

I'm also going to use this time to talk to others about my disease. Opportunities are opening up for me to do as such i.e. Alzheimers Coffee Talk Greenville, Alzheimers State House Day, Congressional Staff/Military Advisors, Local/National Company Annual Meetings just for April.

I know God still has a plan in all of this, and I just hope I can make him proud in what I do.

For now I will keep pushing on through this disease. 

For those of you reading this, please consider making a donation by following the link above. I really want a cure to be found soon so that I can have many, many more years to spend with my wife and friends. 

Until next time, #AlzSux, #EndAlz

 

There Is Sanity In Cycling!

I love my road bike, and that is a good thing. My wife said I had better love it as I was going to have to live with it for a long time. Well, 3 years later we're still in love. (oh, me and Sheri are too!) 

That is what has gotten me to this point. If my friend at the time had not talked me into trying to ride again I would have missed out on the greatest camaraderie in the world; cycling. 

I was blessed to get to ride in The Ride To Remember last year and I'm excited to say that I'm registered again this year to ride with the Ryobi Cyclepaths.

Last year I was blessed to make so many new friends and I can't wait to see you all again. But I also can't thank the people who do this ride as volunteers for all that they do for us riders. I've never felt so well taken care of and loved than I have those 3 days.

Here is the nice thing. It didn't stop there. I met an incredible lady named Jamie Guay. She heads up a connections group that is comprised of people like me and their spouses/caregivers and we have a regular activity every month, as well as special programs as they become available. She even started a new group on Tuesdays so that I could come. The other group meets on Thursdays and Sheri is running the store so she can't take me. 

I don't drive very much any more. Just around town and not that often.

That is what makes the cycling so special to me. As you start to lose the ability to do the things you've always enjoyed, it can make you feel more isolated and frustrated. I used to go to Greenville and ride on the Swamp Rabbit Trail most Saturdays. Now that is not a possibility. I haven't really found anyone in Anderson to ride with so it keeps me limited. But I'm not going to let that keep me from riding and preparing for RTR 2019. 

I have subscribed to an app called Ride with GPS. $5.99 a month and it will track what I do and how long it took me. It also allows anyone to follow along with where I'm at on the bike. That way if something happens and I don't return, it is easy to locate me.

The biggest thing I know (sounds funny coming from a dementia patient) is that when i'm on my bike pedaling down the road, that is my glory moment. I can revel in the triumphs of the steep hills, the "faster than that dang dog" moments and the smell of the surroundings, except for the farms. For these minutes and or hours I can forget about my condition.

People don't realize that the disease affects more than just the mind. It affects how much you can continue to work, which affects how much you bring home to pay the bills, which affects your quality of life, which affects relationships that are strained because of this disease already.

My wife is my rock, my fortress, my shield. She puts up with a lot yet she worries about me a lot too. Even to the point that she is going to see about being my SAG vehicle for the ride this year. You see, i'm a lot slower than most, averaging about 14 mph, so I tend to get left out on the course by myself. This way I can have someone dedicated to me full time without taking a resource away from the other riders. Kimberly Best and her hubby were really great to keep an eye out for me, even letting me ride with them when I needed it and for that I'm very much grateful. 

So if you pass by me anywhere from Fountain Inn to Mt. Pleasant, throw up your hand and wave and I'll gladly wave back to you. I loved riding with you all last year and I know we're going to have a blast again this year.

And hopefully my sanity gets a boost too! 

If you would like to support me and help us find a cure, please visit my fundraising page and make a donation of any amount. Every bit helps! 

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Thank you for your support!!